May 8 2021

The Lost Soul Atlas, by Zana Fraillon

The Lost Soul Atlas

The Lost Soul Atlas, by Zana Fraillon

Title: The Lost Soul Atlas
Author: Zana Fraillon
Genre/ issues: YA. Fantasy.

Shop local where you can: For Australian readers, you can find this book on Booktopia, or support your local independent bookstore. US readers, check out Bookshop.org.

Ok, so I could probably take a better photo, but I wanted to post about this extraordinary book while it’s fresh in my mind and I basically read the whole thing (bar the first 20 pages) on the flight yesterday so this feels appropriate.
Usually when we have an event with an author I try to read as much by them as I can, but time got away from me before our #SWF session with the incredible @zanafraillon – and because I wasn’t the one writing the interview questions, it didn’t seem to matter so much! I’d read the first couple of chapters though, and knew I wanted to finish it ASAP. So, yesterday’s flight to Perth was the perfect opportunity.
Twig finds himself in the Afterlife, but there are some things he’s lost – memories, for instance. He has this sneaking suspicion that there is something important he needs to remember. With a mysterious key, an equally mysterious atlas, and a wisecracking raven sidekick, he sets off to figure out what happened, and to find his way home.
So, that’s a suitably vague “back of the book” type blurb. The reality is, this book is hard to adequately describe, and equally hard to get out of your head. First thing to note: Fraillon words good. Her writing has this incredible balance of light and shade, and her language use is deft, subtle and exquisite. The way she presents the life of Twig and his best friend Flea, along with their found family of homeless and forgotten children, is heartbreaking and wonderful. The tragedy of lives lost and forgotten by a society that sees them as unimportant, disposable and inconvenient is something we should all be invested in. Delivered in this book through a beautiful blend of magic realism and tragic reality, I know that story of Twig and Flea will live on in my mind for a long time to come. I’m calling it – this one will be one of my books of the year, and a definite reread.

#TamaraReads #2021readingchallenge 49/2021

Happy reading,

Tamara

 

 

May 2 2021

The Boy From The Mish, by Gary Lonesborough

The Boy From The Mish

The Boy From The Mish, by Gary Lonesborough

Title: The Boy From The Mish
Author: Gary Lonesborough
Genre/ issues: YA. Queer fiction. Aboriginal identity. Own voices.

Shop local where you can: For Australian readers, you can find this book on Booktopia, or support your local independent bookstore. US readers, check out Bookshop.org.

Gary Lonesborough’s debut novel is a hell of a way to launch yourself onto the YA stage. A compelling own-voices novel, The Boy from the Mish tells the story of Jackson, a 17-year old Aboriginal man on the Mish. It’s the beginning of the summer holidays, and Aunty Pam comes to stay as she does every year. But this time, she has the mysterious Tomas in tow. Jackson can’t quite figure him out, but as their friendship develops, Jackson also has to reconsider his other relationships, with his friends, family and community. How do they see him? How does he feel about that? And, more importantly, how does he feel about himself? This is a wonderfully written first novel, which tells the kind of story that’s sadly lacking on the Australian YA literature landscape – authentic and engaging queer Indigenous characters and stories. I can’t wait to read what comes next from Lonesborough – and I hope we don’t have to wait too long! A fab read for your upper high school readers.

#TamaraReads #2021readingchallenge 47/2021

Happy reading,

Tamara

 

 

May 1 2021

Heartstopper Volume 4, by Alice Oseman

Heart Stopper Volume 4

Heart Stopper Volume 4, by Alice Oseman

Title: Heartstopper Volume 4
Author: Alice Oseman
Genre/ issues: Graphic novel. Queer fiction. Mental health.

Shop local where you can: For Australian readers, you can find this book on Booktopia, or support your local independent bookstore. US readers, check out Bookshop.org.

I read volumes 1 to 3 of Alice Oseman’s Heartstopper in one sitting last year, so when this beautiful thing arrived I knew I’d be devouring it quickly. It did not disappoint. Heartstopper Volume 4 begins with a content warning for mental health, specifically anorexia and self-harm, and a link to additional information if you think you need to know more before reading. I love this – whilst I’m passionate about the need for authentic representation of mental health issues in fiction, I also know the trauma that can be caused if you read something you’re not quite in the right mental space to engage with. If you are prepared, though, this book is a wonder. Nick and Charlie’s relationship is developing, and Charlie struggles with how he should tell his boyfriend that he loves him. Nick, meanwhile, is struggling with how he can best support Charlie through what he thinks is an eating disorder.
Oseman sensitively balances the need to provide accurate and authentic portrayals of the issues surrounding these complex mental health concerns, whilst not delving into overly traumatic or explicit levels of detail. Nick and Charlie’s struggles help them – and us – understand the importance of seeking help when needed, and also the value of having a good, strong support network, whilst emphasising the fact that one person cannot be the hero in situations like this. You can’t save someone from their mental health issues, no matter how much you want to be able to. The responsibility doesn’t lie with you.
This is a beautiful addition to a truly wonderful graphic novel series, and it’s probably my favourite of the four volumes is far. I can’t wait for the next instalment.

#TamaraReads #2021readingchallenge 46/2021

Happy reading,

Tamara

 

 

April 21 2021

The Strangeworlds Travel Agency: The Edge of the Ocean, by L.D. Lapinski

The Strangeworlds Travel Agency: The Edge of the Ocean

The Strangeworlds Travel Agency: The Edge of the Ocean, by L.D. Lapinski

Title: The Strangeworlds Travel Agency: The Edge of the Ocean
Author: L.D. Lapinski
Genre/ issues: Fantasy. Exploration. 

Shop local where you can: For Australian readers, you can find this book on Booktopia, or support your local independent bookstore. US readers, check out Bookshop.org.

I was trying to take an artsy photo of The Strangeworlds Travel Agency: The Edge of the Ocean, with one of my favourite vintage suitcases. My cats insisted on getting involved, so you get this instead. The first book in this sensational series by @ldlapinski was one of my favourite reads of 2020, and I’d place money on The Edge of the Ocean being on my 2021 list too.
Every suitcase in the Strangeworlds Travel Agency transports you to a different world, and whilst in book 1 we followed Flick and Jonathan across a number of worlds, book 2 sees us settling into The Break – a flat water world filled with merpeople and pirates. Oh, and it’s shrinking – quickly, and unpredictably! Flick and Jonathan need to find a way to rescue everyone – but how can a ship fit through a suitcase?
I love this series, and I’m so glad to have gotten to spend more time with some wonderful characters, as well as discover some new special souls. If you’ve not yet discovered this delightful word yet, get it in your face. I’m looking forward to book 3 already!

#TamaraReads #2021readingchallenge 24/2021

Happy reading,

Tamara

 

 

April 10 2021

Cinderella is Dead, by Kalynn Bayron

Cinderella is Dead

Cinderella is Dead, by Kalynn Bayron

Title: Cinderella is Dead
Author: Kalynn Bayron
Genre/ issues: Fantasy. Fairytales revisited. Queer fiction.

Shop local where you can: For Australian readers, you can find this book on Booktopia, or support your local independent bookstore. US readers, check out Bookshop.org.

Ok, I need to do some catch-up #2021ReadingChallenge posts, because I’ve not posted anything since mid-February. Not too many catch-up posts, sadly, because I’ve not read much since mid-February. But I did finish this gem back when I was in Perth, and it was great! Cinderella is dead, and 200 years later, Sophia lives in the Kingdom that has built its mythology, and its treatment of women, around her story. But Sophia doesn’t want to be chosen by a man at the Royal ball. And she doesn’t want the girl she loves to be chosen, either. In world which puts the power of choice firmly in the hands of men, this fairytale revisited examines what happens when a young woman stands up and makes her own decisions. A completely fascinating tale, with a unique look at possibly my favourite kind of novel – what happens after the happily ever after?

#TamaraReads #2021readingchallenge 18/2021

Happy reading,

Tamara

 

 

January 9 2021

Loveless, by Alice Oseman

Loveless

Loveless, by Alice Oseman

Title: Loveless
Author: Alice Oseman
Genre/ issues: YA. Sexuality. Relationships. Ace/Aro representation. Queer identities.

Shop local where you can: For Australian readers, you can find this book on Booktopia, or support your local independent bookstore. US readers, check out Bookshop.org.

I’ve only recently discovered the work of the wonderful @aliceoseman and it’s fair to say that I am obsessed. Loveless is a book about love, where people find it, and how it can exist outside society’s expectations. As one of the characters says – “The heteronormative rulebook? Fuck that.”
Georgia is obsessed with fanfic romances, and is sure she’ll find her person one day – despite the fact that she’s never kissed anyone, never had a crush, and certainly never been in love. As she starts uni, she starts trying to search for romance or stir up some attraction, and this causes problems both in her friendship group, and in herself, as she struggles to figure out what her feelings mean. Asexual, aromantic – she had heard of these terms, but what do they mean for her?
Oseman’s Heartstopper was one of my favourite graphic novels of last year, in no small part because of the gentle, witty, authentic and wonderful portrayal of the central characters. Loveless is the same, and whilst I know this is primarily Georgia’s story, the struggles of her roommate Rooney to find herself and allow herself to be seen resonated so deeply with me that it hurt to read sometimes. “I just … I hate the idea of people knowing me because … surely then they’ll hate me the same way I hate myself.” Same, Rooney, same.
This is a wonderful book, and I’m extremely glad that Past Tamara planned ahead and made sure that Future Tamara had another Oseman book to crack into once she’d finished it.

#TamaraReads #2021readingchallenge 4/2021

Happy reading,

Tamara

 

 

January 4 2021

#2020ReadingChallenge wrap up

2020 books readBuckle in, readers, this is going to be a long one!

I started 2020 with the ambitious goal of reading 52 books throughout the year. but ended up more than doubling that. I read some incredible books – in fact, there’s almost nothing on here that I wouldn’t recommend to someone. There were indeed some stand-outs, and I’ve compiled my top 5 books in a few different categories, as well as a top 5 and top 20 books overall – because it was hard to narrow it down! I’ve really enjoyed challenging myself to read new things this year – I read more non-fiction than I normally do, I got back into reading comics again, and most of my books were written by own voices and/or BIPOC authors, and feature diverse and authentic representation of characters and experiences.

My stats:
📚 Total books read: 111
📚 New-to-me authors: 68
📚 Books featuring significant diverse content/ characters: 84
📚 Books by diverse authors: 73
📚 Rereads: 7
📚 Non-fiction: 11
📚 Comics/ graphics: 36
📚 Picture books: 13
📚 Audiobooks: 16
📚 Main genres: Contemporary (46), Fantasy (31), Sci-fi (27)
📚 Most recommended books: The House in the Cerulean Sea by TJ Klune, Euphoria Kids by Alison Evans
📚 Most purchased book: Euphoria Kids.

I focused a lot this year on #diversifyingmybookshelf – consciously reading books by authors of colour, and featuring BIPOC characters that were authentically represented. I’ve always read queer literature pretty extensively, and one of my increasing focuses as the year went on was the representation of mental health and disability in my reading, particularly in YA books. I’ve enjoyed some of these #ownvoices reads most of all, and will be seeking out more fiction that presents these types of issues and characters in authentic and meaningful ways.

2020 was a good reading year for me, and I was surprised to see that I’d read more contemporary than anything else – I think of myself as a sci-fi/fantasy girl! I’m using TheStorygraph to track my #2021readingchallenge, so I’m interested to see how those stats come out at the end of this year – the above info is taken from my highly unscientific excel spreadsheet dump, after I realised that GoodReads wasn’t going to give me the goods.

Top 5 books

Top Books Overall

I’ve been debating how to present my top 10 list of reads from 2020, and figured out that whilst I can do a top 5 easily, narrowing the next 5 down was considerably more difficult. So, here are my top 5 reads of last year, along with a top 20.

Every single book in my top 5 I will read again, and have recommended to multiple people. I’ve also purchased multiple copies of them to give as gifts for birthdays, Christmas, and “just because” gifts throughout the year.

In no particular order:

  • The House in the Cerulean Sea by TJ Klune
  • The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern
  • The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue by Victoria “V.E.” Schwab
  • Euphoria Kids by Alison Evans
  • The Fifth Season by NK Jemisin
top 20 booksThe rest of my top 20 are all excellent reads, and all for different reasons. Some made me laugh. Some made me cry. They all made me think, and feel a whole lot of feelz. They all made me proud to be a reader, and inspired me more to strive to be a writer. At least half of them could have made it into my top 5 if one of the aforementioned authors had done a less-than-perfect job on their books. So here are 6-20 on my top 20, in no particular order:
  • How it feels to float, by Helena Fox
  • Aristotle and Dante discover the secrets of the Universe, by Benjamin Alire Saenz
  • Run, Rebel by Manjeet Mann
  • The Strangeworlds travel agency by LD Lapinski
  • Children of blood and bone by Tomi Adeyemi
  • Long way down by Jason Reynolds
  • The poet X by Elizabeth Acevedo
  • Anxious people by Fredrik Backman
  • Future Girl by Asphyxia
  • They both die at the end by Adam Silvera
  • Snow, glass, apples, by Neil Gaiman and Colleen Doran
  • Wonder Woman rebirth by Greg Rucka
  • Catch and kill by Ronan Farrow
  • Black enough: stories of being young and black in America, Ed by Ibi Zoboi
  • Peta Lyre’s rating normal by Anna Whateley

top 5 ya

Top 5 YA reads

I read a lot of YA – most than half the books in my 111 total for the year were young adult, and all of them great, so this was hard to narrow down. I didn’t include Euphoria Kids, which was on my top5 best books overall list, and that gave me room for one more on here, which I desperately needed.
I didn’t realise until taking this photo that this collection has a nice spread of issues and characters – queer, neurodivergence, race, mental health, disability – and it probably more fully captures my reading interests than any of my other top5 lists!
In no particular order (well ok – in the order they appear in the photo, but not in any order to assign preference, because they all freaking rock and you should read them all if you haven’t yet):
  •  How it feels to float by Helena Fox
  •  Future girl by Asphyxia
  •  Peta Lyre’s rating normal by Anna Whateley
  •  Children of blood and bone by Tomi Adeyemi
  •  Aristotle and Dante discover the secrets of the universe by Benjamin Alire Saenz
 Reiterating here – read these books. I will say, though, some/ most of them deal with some heavy content at some point. Trigger warnings particularly for mental health issues in HIFTF and PLRN, suicidal ideation in HIFTF, some extreme violence/torture/ racial discrimination in COBAB, dystopian issues around food insecurity in FG, family abandonment in PLRN. I’m not telling you this to discourage you – I just really believe you need to know what you’re getting into sometimes, and if these issues might be particularly triggering for you right now, wait until you’re feeling more able to cope with their fictional representation before you pick up these books. But please, pick them up. Outstanding novels, all.

top 5 poetry

Top 5 Poetry reads

My top 5 poetry reads for 2020 are all verse novels. I love the verse novel form, and I read quite a few last year. My faves, in no particular order, are:
  •  Worse things by @sallymurphyauthor
  •  Long way down by @jasonreynolds83
  •  The poet X by @acevedowrites
  •  Run, Rebel by Manjeet Mann
  •  The crossover by @kwamealexander
A couple of these could also have made their way onto some of my other Top 5 lists – Worse Things is an excellent middle grade/ lower secondary novel, and The Poet X is one of the best YA books I’ve read this year. They’re all excellent reads. If you have slightly reluctant readers, or those who struggle to find the time to read a full-length traditional novel, I highly recommend the verse novel format as a way to help bridge that gap for them.
One of the features I love about verse novels is how the form seems to allow us to connect with characters on a deep emotional level, and after reading a few of these earlier in the year I started dabbling in writing in verse for my NaNoWriMo project. I’m really loving it, both as a reader and a writer. If you’ve not read a verse novel before, any of these would be great places to start.

top 5 picture books

Top 5 picture books

My top 5 picture books are all very different. Ranging from sweet easy read-along books suitable for younger children, to something to inspire deeper thought for middle grade readers, to deep and complex examination of capitalism, exploitation of workers, and human rights.
My top 5, in no particular order, are:
  •  How to make a bird, by @megmckinlay and @mattottleyart
  •  Migrants, by Issa Watanabe
  •  Julian at the wedding, by @jesslovedraws
  •  Diamonds, by Armin Greder
  •  Alphabetical Tashi by Anna and Barbara Fienberg
I love picture books. I believe that they offer incredible opportunities to engage with stories for readers of all ages and skill levels. And yet, when it came to including them on my #2020readingchallenge list, I still kind of felt a bit like I was cheating. They don’t take nearly as long as a full-sized prose novel. Could I really justify including a book with no words on a reading list? Turns out, yes. Yes I can. Because the length of time a book takes to consume doesn’t influence its impact. What matters is that you find a world to immerse yourself in that engages you, that entertains, inspires, challenges or comforts you while you read it, and hopefully beyond that. All of these books did that for me, from the nostalgia of Tashi to the inspiration of How to make a bird to the challenge of Diamonds. If you want to read more, but don’t feel like you have time, head into your library and ask them to point you to their collection of picture books for older readers. They aren’t just for little kids until they’re ready to move onto “real” reading. What was your favourite picture book of 2020?

top 5 comics

Top 5 Comic/ Graphic reads

2020 was the year of rediscovering my love of comics. I used to read them a bit when I was a kid, but stopped when I was around 12 – I don’t remember why. For the past few years I’ve wanted to get back into reading them, but there always seemed to be such a big barrier to entry and I didn’t know where to start. After a discussion with Jacob, though, I did a bit of research, asked some comic nerd friends for advice, and bit the bullet. I’ve read 36 comics and graphic novels this year, and I’ve loved the diversity of the worlds and characters I’ve discovered. One of Jacob’s friends recommended “anything by Greg Rucka”, and that has proven to be useful advice indeed. My top 5 comic/ graphic reads for 2020 are:

  •  Ms Marvel, vol1
  •  Wonder Woman Rebirth, vol1, by @ruckawriter et al
  •  The old guard, another Rucka masterpiece.
  •  Heartstopper, by Alice Oseman
  •  Lumberjanes, by @gingerhazing et al
If you don’t read comics but would like to, here are my tried and true tips for getting started!
Pick a character from pop culture you like and do some googling. Comic fans somewhere will have debated the best entry point to get into their story!
Have you loved a tv show that’s based on a comic or graphic? Get that! You already know you’ll enjoy the story and characters, no matter how weirdly different they may be in comic form (I’m looking at you, Umbrella Academy).
There are plenty of graphic novels adapted from traditional novels – check to see if there are any made of books you like.
If you find the prospect of a whole comic series daunting, try a shorter arc. I’m currently reading Marvel 1602 and I think it’s be a great comic entry point for MCU fans who want to start reading comics (plus, it’s written by @neilhimself!)
And finally, do some research to find your most helpful local comic store. I’ve loved the service at @kingscomics, and they’ve really helped me develop my comics collection this year. I tend to do most of my inquiries online, because whilst they all seem great in person, I still have some “middle aged woman in a comic store” hang ups when it comes to asking for advice in store. The staff are great, though, and know their stuff.

top 5 middle grade reads

Top 5 middle grade reads

One more top5 for today- my fave middle grade reads of my #2020readingchallenge. Some are solid middle grade books, others are transitional middle grade/ YA – all are excellent reads.
  • George, by @alexginoofficial
  • The Strangeworlds Travel Agency, by @ldlapinski
  • Ghost, by @jasonreynolds83
  • Bindi, by @kirli.saunders and @dubleffler
  • Hollowpox: the hunt for Morrigan Crow, by @digressica
There’s some diversity here. An illustrated verse novel about Indigenous family and community. A black kid finding his place on a track team. A trans girl dealing with coming out to her family and friends. And a couple of cracker middle grade/ YAish fantasy books with fantastic complex characters. I think Hollowpox is the pick of the Morrigan Crow series, for what it’s worth, and I have high hopes for what comes next in the Strangeworlds series. Younger readers can deal with deeper and more complex issues than we give them credit for, especially when those issues are presented with such beautiful, sensitive and thoughtful writing as it is by these authors.
Have you read any of these? What do you think?

top 5 non fiction

Top 5 Non-fiction reads

My top 5 non-fiction for 2020 is an eclectic bunch. I don’t tend to read a lot of non-fiction, so the fact that I had enough for a top 5 was a surprise to me – in fact, 10% of my #2020readingchallenge was non-fiction books.
The best of them for me were:
  •  Stamped from the beginning: a history of racist ideas in America, by @ibramxk (YA version pictured – I listened to the audiobook on Spotify)
  •  Dragon Hoops, by @geneluenyang
  •  Astronauts: Women on the final frontier, by @gtlabsrat and @mariswicks
  •  Living on stolen land, by Ambelin Kwaymullina
  •  Catch and Kill: lies, spies, and a conspiracy to protect predators, by @ronanfarrow
It’s an eclectic mix. A detailed historical examination of racist ideas in the US. A graphic novel memoir of the author’s life in parallel with his portrayal of the championship basketball team at his school. A graphic novel history of women’s involvement in the space program. A verse novel manifesto about the importance of acknowledging Indigenous custodianship of the land. And, finally, and expose on one of the key cases of the #metoo movement. I’ve enjoyed consciously reading a bit more non-fiction this year, and will be looking for more, particularly those in non-prose form. I’ve enjoyed the graphic novel format for non-fiction, and it allows for some deeper reflections on the nature of memory and recreating history on the page.
So, that’s my 2020 in books. At the time of posting this, I’m already about 8 books into my 2021 reading challenge – I’ve not set myself a number target this year, but I am hoping read a similar amount of diverse and interesting stories. I’m starting a reread of Terry Pratchett’s Discworld series, which I’m really looking forward to, and I’m going to read more middle grade books – it’s an area that I don’t read widely from. I hope you read something great last year – if you didn’t that’s ok too. Start now! If you want any recommendations, hit me up – it’d be an honour to help you find your next favourite read.

#TamaraReads #2020readingchallenge 111/111

Happy reading,

Tamara

 

 

December 24 2020

The strange library, by Haruki Murakami

Murakami

The strange library, by Haruki Murakami

Title: The strange library
Author: Haruki Murakami
Genre/ issues: Fantasy.

Shop local where you can: For Australian readers, you can find this book on Booktopia, or support your local independent bookstore. US readers, check out Bookshop.org.

There are a few sure-fire ways to get me to buy and/or read your book. One of them is to make it set in, or about, a weird library. I cannot resist.
Murakami’s The Strange Library certainly fits that bill, with lovely and creepy library ephemera scattered throughout the pages. This illustrated tale tells the story of a boy who wants to return his books and borrow a volume about tax collection in the Ottoman Empire, but instead finds himself in a cell reading restricted collection volumes to fatten up his brain for his eventual demise at the hands of a creepy librarian who wants to feast on him. A sheep man, a girl who can’t speak and might not actually be a girl at all, and a maze of corridors … will he escape? What does it all mean?
This book has Twin Peaks, Gaiman, Burton, and Orwellian undertones. It’s my first Murakami and it won’t be my last! And with that, I’m at 100 books for the year, after readjusting my goal from 52 when it became obvious I was going to smash through that in July. It’s been a good reading year. I’m not relishing putting together my “best books” list for 2020, but that’s a Future Tamara problem.

#TamaraReads #2020readingchallenge 100/100

Happy reading,

Tamara

 

 

December 20 2020

Peta Lyre’s rating normal

Peta Lyre's rating normal

Peta Lyre’s rating normal, by Anna Whateley

Title: Peta Lyre’s rating normal
Author: Anna Whateley
Genre/ issues: Contemporary YA. Neurodivergence. Queer fiction.

Shop local where you can: For Australian readers, you can find this book on Booktopia, or support your local independent bookstore. US readers, check out Bookshop.org.

I’ve had this sitting on my shelf for a while now, and finally started it last week. Straight to the top 10 best books I’ve read this year (which I think currently contains about 16 books – I’m an English teacher, not a maths one). Peta Lyre rates her life, based on how successfully she thinks she manages the complex social interactions around her via the rules she’s developed as part of her therapy to help her develop more “normal” behaviours. When Peta falls for the new girl at school, she needs to decide which rules matter, and if she can be normal without them.
I loved the queer romance in this book. I love the complexity and diversity of the characters. I loved the references to Frankenstein woven throughout, as Peta navigates her own thoughts on finding a way to belong, to fit in, to figure out how to do typical. I love the way that Anna Whateley frames the challenges that Peta faces as a neurodivergent character without reducing her to a stereotype – a result in equal parts due to her talent as an author as well as being a reflection of her innate understanding of neurodivergence through her own experiences.
This is a YA novel full of heart, with a number of characters finding their way to live their own normal. Highly recommended.

#TamaraReads #2020readingchallenge 98/100

Happy reading,

Tamara

 

 

December 6 2020

Invisible boys, by Holden Sheppard

Invisible boys

Invisible boys, by Holden Sheppard

Title: The midnight library
Author: Holden Sheppard
Genre/ issues: Contemporary YA. Queer fiction. Small town life.

Shop local where you can: For Australian readers, you can find this book on Booktopia, or support your local independent bookstore. US readers, check out Bookshop.org.

Holden Sheppard had a pretty shit homophobic experience with a bookseller at a conference recently. He posted about it on his Instagram – you can read the details there. As I was searching for my next read this morning, I spotted his book on my shelf and figured now is as good a time as any to check it out.
Well. I am destroyed by Invisible Boys. The story of three guys who attend the same small-town catholic school, all with different backgrounds and experiences, but all with a secret they want desperately to hide about themselves. This book is written from alternating perspectives, and Sheppard balances the representation of three very different characters with similar inner turmoils beautifully. This isn’t a pleasant book to read – but it’s not supposed to be. It’s powerful, and important, and it makes me think about the people I knew in my small-town catholic school. A few of my school friends came out as gay either at school or years after, and I know for some of them it was way harder than it should have been. I think about the students I teach, and I’m reminded how important it is that they all feel seen, and more importantly that they all feel SAFE to be seen. If you’re a teacher or TL, I can’t recommend this highly enough. It might be a little full-on or graphic to teach in your school context – you’ll have to be the judge of that. But it’s an important read, and a compelling narrative. Life shouldn’t be like this. No one deserves to feel invisible.

#TamaraReads #2020readingchallenge 95/100

Happy reading,

Tamara